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2006/12/01

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SINGOUT. wad a concert. u noe wad? it did not only give me a sense of satisfaction. i juz realise i feel so much for it after the concert ended. it gave me sth called sense of belonging. the feeling that i belong here, i love the people, i love my frenz, i love the songs, i even love things that i dun like. "we're all in this together" means alot. i feel so troubled with myself. why? the reason is "love".

wad kind of person i am?
contradicting

why?
there is nothing which is 100% good or bad to me. i think of almost every possible outcome of a situation.my characteristics of a human being.

complicated

emotional

hua xing(maybe hua nao cuz flower minded, not my heart tt's acting)

selfish

dun like ppl to judge me

bhb(in alot of things)

ACT - in what ways?
-seeking attention
-creating humor
-act cool, act cute or wadeva

I COMPLAIN ALOT

Never Satisfied with what i have except for 1 thing which is "love" i get from my frenz and family. its such a wonder that love is such a powerful "thing".

why?
no matter how much i do well in something, i noe there's still so much to improve on. i have unlimited wants which every human being have too. be it objects or emtional wants, selfish or selfless wants.budden "love" this thing, once i have it from sumone, its enough. this thing cant be measured. love, alone, is powerful enough to create or solve any problems emotionally. like what i am feeling now, troubled by "love".truthfully, at the very beginning when i was told that alumni's are going to perform hsm for singout, i was excited budden as time goes on it became more of a trouble to me. nth is wrong with the item. its mewho lost my faith in it as i thought it will be juz a so-so item due to my lack of effort. budden by the time it was juz a few days near the performance, everything went out so smoothly. i see us getting into the dancewith so much energy and passion. it was juz like a miracle. i dare to sae that i have seen alot of miracles which happened in UVPHS. in performances and syf and now, sing out. it was definitely a successful concert i would sae.i am really lost for words now la. i couldnt interpret all my thoughts into words correctly.

i noe that i have so much memories in choir. singing with the alumnis of the past songs brings back alot of them. i also have alot of memories with the current batch of choir. i already started missing singout right after the wholething ended man. aiya. i really sian diao that i cant put down all my thoughts into words correctly. i juz noe i fell in love with singout and uvphs is where i belong.

where i belong, where i keep my heart and soul.
where dreams come true for us.
when we stand together hand in hand, towards a future so bright.

t's all. i dunno wad i can sae abt my love life. i am too hua xing le. fuck it.

[[jiajuN]]*|12:57 AM|

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Chan Jia Jun
18/12/1989
R O C K J A K T W I T S
uvPHS
NRA
MFPS, PHS, NP
Msn:guardian31221@hotmail.com

[[*My Adores*]]

my FAMILY[dad,mum,bro&everyone]
singing
dancing
having FUN & getting HIGH
fantasy & romance
gaming

[[*My Wants*]]

~~guitar!![which i definitely would like to learn]~~
ibanez jewel blue guitar
track pants
cargo pants
XL-XXL black/brown t-shirts
master DANCE[popping, locking, hip hop]
learn all types of dance
NRA classes and outings
Choir Camps & Chalets

[[*My Detests*]]

Getting Confused
Getting Stressed Up[which i hardly get]

[[*My Past ~~Memories~~*]]

[[*The ~~Conversations~~*]]

[[*My uvPHS*]]

[[*My FRIENDS*]]

[[*Others*]]

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