ahah... while i was abt to blog... i went blog surfing around rockjaktwit blogs... and i found this from LLL blog which she found from sisca blog...
http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm
and wad it says after i pick the thingys
You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going, the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting.
You are looking for excitement and stimulation and you are ready to try anything - but be careful not to take too many risks.
All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!
hahas... dunno how true this is... anywae... i came like 1 hr early for sch and now i sitting at convention basement surfing the net lor... i still have assignments not yet completed which i was supposed to do yest night budden too tired le... now still dun feel like touching it... wanted to blog yesterday also... wanna write alot of personal messages to some ppl... hehe...
went shuluan's chalet last friday around evening... i got out of my hse at 7pm with a lousy mood... dunno wad's wrong also... i took mrt from woodlands all the way to city hall by myself and den asked ys meet me at end of cabin towards pasir ris... but i was at the front instead... LOL... only after bj and ke reached den i realised i was at the wrong side... hahas... gh wh nic and wq came followed by joyce and ll... began chatting and joking all the way from city hall to pasir ris... by the time i reached the chalet, my mood was totally opposite le... being with them made me forget abt my problems and indulge in the joy and laughter with them =D
didnt do much at the chalet la... play ps2, poker, soccer, game of life, watch movie and eat nia... its the 1st time chalet dun need worry abt food and money cuz all provided... really thx shuluan and her family for this chalet... we also had this agreement a few days before the chalet... that we had to assemble outside the chalet at 12am and 6pm on sat... i mouth itchy and sae for fun nia den those who nvr assemble will need forfeit... and i actually missed the 1st timing and had to do 8:2 as forfeit... and 8:2 means hair side parting... ROFL... i willing accept the forfeit budden wasnt able to properly to a 8:2 la... den wanqi very not satisfied... at the last day of the chalet, me sl and ll were supposed to find our bdae presents hidden in the room... really glad la... received a card, a converse wallet, a wild channel cap, a cake(which got infested by ants later) and a BALL POINT PEN and the GREATEST PRESENT OF ALL is to be able to spend my time with them la... lol...
yes. time for dedication of messages =) i will start with a short intro 1st. lol. the 1st ever choir chalet happened only during last year end december since i was sec 1 till now. If i rmb correctly all of us in RJT were there for the 1st one at Changi. Me bj gh wh ys nic ck ke joyce ll sl wq and xl. within the period of one year, we've already had 5 chalets. adding on the camps, tonning sessions and outings. i think we've spent around 50-100 days in one year of our lifes together even though we're not in the same school anymore. hahas. i am glad abt that budden i want more. i dunno sae how many times le budden its really great to spend time with them. ok. end of intro. i shall start according to age.
nic : ahah! my kia! since the day i shoot the basketball in with one hand 3 years ago. u noe wad? u're my greatest ever laughing partner man. we can laugh until we really ROFL(rolling on floor laughing) and of cuz u're still the most retarded among us making us who creates humor with dumb actions. ps for always scolding u cuz sumtimes u quite bo dua bo suay. dun mind me pls. dun feel left out cuz u're younger den us. in a few more years time we'll all have more memories to talk back abt liao. u better not dissapoint us hor. better promote!
ys : u and nic arh. 2 freaks. 2 youngest budden so dua jia. dun suan me sae is i suay jia. lol. bro for 4 years liao. from act innocent till become so wild. LOL. always have crushes older than u. its not a bad thing actually. even though got a period of time u always ps us, u're still one of us. o's over liao, better come out with us more to fill back the number of times u have been missing for. last time self acclaimed devil now wad? angel arh? wish u all e best with ur planet venus if got chance la hor.
ll : ahah! LLL. juz bdae huh? older than me by a few days nia hor. hmm. how shld i describe u? i think blur ba. LOL. am i right? u can clap offbeat liao anot? i think hor, each RJT has a special humorous characteristic sia. urs is very natural blur humor one. rofl. i noe i talking crap. i also dunno wad to sae sia. aiya. i jiang hua jiang yi ban la. after gh bj ke wh go army den guys lesser than girls liao. lol. and again. hope u and ys both get good o's results la. dun need worry sure get alot A's de.
joyce : the only one with english name without short form. nicholas can call nic. haha. u leh? joyceee. lols. hmm. so much of memories within 5 year of time. u bj and ck were the earliest RJT i noe ba. hahaha. u noe wad's the biggest change of u in my opinion from sec 1 till now? ur amount of frenz. its really super lot sia. tt's why so busy huh? really glad that we had become such frenz now. even though most of the time we're juz sharing our joy instead of woes, the woes are gone at the moment we having fun. i thinks its becuz of the frenship that RJT share, i can feel everyone's care and concern for each another even if they dun show it. even when all of us are busy with our own stuffs, i juz can feel we care alot for each other la. this type of things dosent neccesarily need to be shown in the outside. hope u can keep that in mind so no matter how much problems u encounter, u can still feel us without us being physically by ur side.
sl : da jia da jia! hahahas. to me, u're a very thoughtful person. from the way u planned wan qi's birthday that tym. glad that u enjoyed the hsm performance in singout. and i hope we all still get alot of chance to perform together in the coming years. singing and dancing is a passion that uvphs enjoy to do. actually i still cant memorize how to spell ur english name. budden dun worry! i noe how to pronounce! LOL. next time chalet got bbq help u pluck more prawns la hor. thx for ur chalet again arh! and change ur blog title! u're 18 already! no more forever 17. =P
xl : DA JIE! LOL! u rmb that i was ur god-bro ma? when i was sec 1 that tym still at the old sch building. lol. i think now also wont address u as god-sis le. budden it dosent matter right? u're in RJT this family so i can call u DA JIE instead of GAN JIE hor? and hor. ur that "ke ai de voice" can make ppl hair stand leh. lol. its getting late le and i wanna finish blogging today so ps arh next time write for u longer.
gh : pole. LOL. going army liao leh. still so thin. eat more la. ltr army come out become bamboo. u are the most not nerd smart kid that i noe. studies so good and noe how to enjoy life. i think i share most of my things with u liao. the one easier for me to communicate with. ur sense of humor also very special. sumtimes can so high level but sumtimes so cold. rofl. also my soccer betting helper. next year dun need u help le. i will be 18 le =) faster go army and come out la hor. one by one go in. we all very lonely 1 leh. rmb to eat more in army hor!
wh : LOL. ULTIMATE entertainer. ur humor is the most special one. very natural. the way u say things is funny to us. forgive us for always laughing at u k? u're still one of us =) thx for being such a great helper to us with the wide amount of knowledge that u have. get good A's results and study the course u wan in uni k? JIAYOU!
wq : kiki tan! fan of AWI, Ren Fu and Freddy. lols. u're juz like the da jie in rockjak twits. a girl with crazy laughter. bringing us to focus and leading us to discuss in sth. lolol. full of games learnt from tv which she shares with us. without u, a huge part of laughter will be gone. u taught us how to zi high. lols. always not free during sundays due to work. i wonder if there'll be a chalet where u can stay the full of it. i'll wait =) u're also a kind and helpful senior to me. one girl who dare to pursue wad she dreams for. BRAVO!
bj : LOLOLOL. another one with funny laughter, hand signs and pronounciation. try saying "fish" we had a great time playing game of life with u being a police. LOL. nvr fail to do that snap sound before collecting fine for overspeeding. u have the greatest male voice among us and is certainly very nice. wait next week go kbox let u have chance biao xian yi xia zhi ji. may u and cloud bai tou dao lao, zhao shen gui zhi. =D
ck : the strongest one, the bravest one, the leader of double JE. now in army attached to his beloved gf. he treats almost all his relationship very seriously. able to love boldly. willing to listen to other's problems. he taught me alot of things. GOOD and BAD ones. LOL. although he hardly meet up with us now, we'll always rmb him and wait for him to give us a drive when he gets a car.
ke : juz like a big brother. he takes care of us nvr asking back anything from us. proud and glad for him that he was able to cut down on his weight with his determination. feel sad that he aint able to join us for the kbox session before going army. he's a TALENT! in the music area. he can catch the tune and chords of any song and play it on guitar of piano by juz listening to the song once. thx for all the care and concern that u've gave us.
yk : the oldest! and of cuz the most respected for being a FIREMAN! LOL. jking. the love he has for uvphs can be seen juz by the amount of time he is still with us after graduating. the effort he has put in to help build uvphs. its touching to know that there is such a person around us. he's a teacher as well as a fren to many of the juniors. we'll definitely miss him when he goes for overseas education after completing his ns. uvphs will always rmb u.
yiling : mummy! glad ur name here ma? even though u dun hang out with us, u're still an impt person to me for being my mummy. lol. sorry for not wishing u happy bdae on ur bdae. i did rmb b4 ur bdae la. budden didnt remind myself on that day. lols. take care and see u school! ur every move i make rocks k! i wanna learn it next time =)
FINALLY! done! 1.48am le. sorry for the last few ppl where i have to rush and write finish. if i have the time to write more i will. there's juz so much that cant be describe by words which i want to sae. i hope all of u wish me all the best for my ct! lol. its next week! one final sentence!
I LOVE YOU GUYS, ROCKJAKTWITS <3
Chan Jia Jun
18/12/1989
R O C K J A K T W I T S
uvPHS
NRA
MFPS, PHS, NP
Msn:guardian31221@hotmail.com
[[*My Adores*]]
my FAMILY[dad,mum,bro&everyone]
singing
dancing
having FUN & getting HIGH
fantasy & romance
gaming
[[*My Wants*]]
guitar!![which i definitely would like to learn]
ibanez jewel blue guitar
track pants
cargo pants
XL-XXL black/brown t-shirts
master DANCE[popping, locking, hip hop]
learn all types of dance
NRA classes and outings
Choir Camps & Chalets
[[*My Detests*]]
Getting Confused
Getting Stressed Up[which i hardly get]
[[*My Past Memories*]]
|June 2006|July 2006|August 2006|September 2006|October 2006|November 2006|December 2006|January 2007|February 2007
[[*The Conversations*]]
[[*My uvPHS*]]
|Nicholas|
Joyce|
Lilian|
WanQi|
|Gladys|
YuSong|
XinYi|
Noeleen|
|Andrew|
Audrey|
Cherie|
[[*My FRIENDS*]]
|Eileen|
Kenneth|
QinXiang|
Clarinda|
|Lindy|
Kayjoo|
Kaifeng|
Links|
|Links|
Links|
Links|
Links|
[[*Others*]]