i've been thinking. i didnt expect that i didnt made it la. budden if she didnt choose me it means i didnt fufil wad she want. i noe i haven worked hard enuff. there're people whom deserved to be in, lucky to be in, didnt deserved to be in, and unlucky to be in. i guess i dont deserved to be in yet bah. although i noe there're also some lucky ppl who dont deserve to but still get in. i can blame no one but only myself for not putting in much effort even though i made it for all practices and used the time well. maybe i have to put in more work during my own time to find out what i am lacking of or not doing right ba, cuz i dunno wad's the problem with me now.
even thought it might be a setback for me budden i wont give up on the other item. no matter how little talent i have, i am not a failure as long as i dun give up x) so i would not be discouraged no matter wad f**king things happen. encouragements are welcomed x)
Chan Jia Jun
18/12/1989
R O C K J A K T W I T S
uvPHS
NRA
MFPS, PHS, NP
Msn:guardian31221@hotmail.com
[[*My Adores*]]
my FAMILY[dad,mum,bro&everyone]
singing
dancing
having FUN & getting HIGH
fantasy & romance
gaming
[[*My Wants*]]
guitar!![which i definitely would like to learn]
ibanez jewel blue guitar
track pants
cargo pants
XL-XXL black/brown t-shirts
master DANCE[popping, locking, hip hop]
learn all types of dance
NRA classes and outings
Choir Camps & Chalets
[[*My Detests*]]
Getting Confused
Getting Stressed Up[which i hardly get]
[[*My Past Memories*]]
|June 2006|July 2006|August 2006|September 2006|October 2006|November 2006|December 2006|January 2007|February 2007
[[*The Conversations*]]
[[*My uvPHS*]]
|Nicholas|
Joyce|
Lilian|
WanQi|
|Gladys|
YuSong|
XinYi|
Noeleen|
|Andrew|
Audrey|
Cherie|
[[*My FRIENDS*]]
|Eileen|
Kenneth|
QinXiang|
Clarinda|
|Lindy|
Kayjoo|
Kaifeng|
Links|
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[[*Others*]]